So , basically i had three rules that I followed all throughout my years after I graduated from high school .
Now the rules were pretty simple
They included
1 Don't fall in love
Cuz heartbreaks feelings of attachments I can't handle em more like i get confused bout them is it love or just temporary attachment how would i know .
2 never loose composure
Im pretty sure all of you guys try to do the same keeping calm and staying sane just so that you don't look like an idiot in a crowd or gathering
3 Never Confess your love first
This is probably the most important one I didn't wanna break . Well im not to fond of rejections im actually scared by them so i told myself that I would never tell someone that i loved them until i was completely sure if the feelings were mutual
And this year uhhh this damn year i broke all of them I don't even know what to think about now is it time to change or am I growing up I don't even know 😶